Happy New Year!

written on January 4, 2009 in My Articles and My Life with no comments
I was very busy this holiday season, I didn’t have time, to publish this post, which I thought of publishing on new year’s eve. In fact I am happy about it. Last year was amazing for me. even though I had lots of heart aches and break ups. I also understood that some question in life has no answers. It is simply better to be unanswered. I also understood that you must be brave to let go the past and realise the present. I also understood that it is not enough just to forgive, but also forget.Usually year end, I will be free, wondering ‘what to do?’, but this year I was doing the one thing I always wanted to do, designing my personal site. Usual empty feeling didn’t come this year.

2008 also is one if the important year in my life, I took many important decisions. I completed my BCA degree. Rejected a job offer from TCS and joined MCA at my dream university. I met many new friends. I bought a HP 3-in-one, a computer table and chair. I published my website this year.

My spiritual experience was also good. God revealed himself to me in odd situations.

Even though I fought the worst fight, a fight against my-self and failed miserably, I decided to get back and fight again. What worsen it is knowing that I am fighting it alone. No one to cry upon, no shoulder to lie upon when my heart broke. For outside world I was happy, but inside happy is all I wanted to be.

There came situations where my faith was completely shattered, Everything I believed all my life looked like fake. What I didn’t realise was that God was with me all those time. Without him, i wouldn’t got up back and fought again. I am telling you, the worst fight you will ever do will be with yourself.

I understood that i was wasting my time for silly things and began to see life with new dimension.

2008 I started a new phase in life, Started MCA. Hoping it would be my best phase. Hoping to learn more things.

I believe in god…

How great is your goodness, which you have stored up for those who fear you, which you bestow in the sight of men on those who take refuge in you. – Psalms 31:19

உமக்கு அஞ்சி நடப்போர்க்கு நீர் வைத்திருக்கும் நன்மை எத்துணைப் பெரிது! உம்மிடம் அடைக்கலம் புகுவோர்க்கு மானிடர் முன்னிலையில் நீர் செய்யும் நன்மை எத்துணை மிகுதி! – திருப்பாடல்கள் 31:19

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